Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Your Love, My Drug. Sistena Poem


 

Today I awoke and thought of your love

A feeling so strong, addiction, my drug

Your touch is soft, I need the sex

It gives me strength, give me hope

Washes over me, fills with peace

Consume my soul and turns to joy

 

Is there nothing else?  Don’t fade my joy

Yesterday I felt dimensions of love

In the quiet I was met by peace

Fumble my mind, intense, this drug

Images blur, forming, shatter the hope

Restore the special with the act of sex

 

Tomorrow, will you come?  Ravage with sex

Bring your toys and you’ll scream with joy

Grunt and thrust, inside we find hope

Tangled with you, I fall in love

Escape reason and plunge into a drug

Lying naked on you I feel true peace

 

Don’t forget all those times we found peace

The past is full of images with your sex

Remember that feeling?  It came from a drug

You smiled and laughed, and vomited with joy

I shook and cringed and screamed, in love

You promised, I swore, no more, we hope

 

Presently, we’re nude and high, veins filled with hope

Minds are gone in heaven, stained by peace

You look at me and renounce all your love

Angry, we hit one another, engaging in sex

Like puppets, we act, and lose all our joy

Nothing can help us, not even a drug

 

I find, not a needle, but your kiss is my drug

Our future, pour out my heart, congeal us I hope

The spark ignites in you a sense of true joy

Bathe in it, wash over you, bring you peace

Abstain and embrace, no longer needing sex

The only thing we need, each other and love

 

Your love, my drug

Our sex, our hope

Find peace and blossom joy